I am angry today and for the last couple of days really. Not just angry, volatile, ready to throw down with anyone over anything. I don't really have a reason, but I think that updating my blog for the first time in a month may help. I have a lot going on in my head. So I will spend the next couple of days catching up.
Today, I am the healthiest person in my household. Who would have expected that? Lily has an ear infection, and John has some sort of sinus something, inability to breathe, sinus pressure, groadies. After attending a fun and educational gathering where I learned how I could make some cute skirts, I stopped by two pharmacies to get medicine for my two darlings. I spend last night sleeping on the couch with Lily in an attempt to quell her coughing and help her get some sleep. Unfortunately, this meant I did not sleep. John took her to the doctor this morning while I got a couple of hours. I am sure this is not helping my mood, but I do appreciate that I have a very helpful and supportive husband who will help out in anyway possible. He came home and made me a wonderful lunch even though he is currently unable to taste anything. Then he kept Lily while I learned how to make skirts. I had been looking forward to taking Lily to school this morning and having a day home by myself when I was feeling good. This has not happened in a long time. I had told John that I felt like I needed that as we were on our way home from our trip yesterday, and I saw his actions today as him helping me get the day I desired, even though Sweets was unable to go to daycare.
See? I have a wonderfully supportive family and a two year old who plays and makes me laugh even when she is sick. Why am I so angry?
Maybe it is the menopause. . .
Today, I am the healthiest person in my household. Who would have expected that? Lily has an ear infection, and John has some sort of sinus something, inability to breathe, sinus pressure, groadies. After attending a fun and educational gathering where I learned how I could make some cute skirts, I stopped by two pharmacies to get medicine for my two darlings. I spend last night sleeping on the couch with Lily in an attempt to quell her coughing and help her get some sleep. Unfortunately, this meant I did not sleep. John took her to the doctor this morning while I got a couple of hours. I am sure this is not helping my mood, but I do appreciate that I have a very helpful and supportive husband who will help out in anyway possible. He came home and made me a wonderful lunch even though he is currently unable to taste anything. Then he kept Lily while I learned how to make skirts. I had been looking forward to taking Lily to school this morning and having a day home by myself when I was feeling good. This has not happened in a long time. I had told John that I felt like I needed that as we were on our way home from our trip yesterday, and I saw his actions today as him helping me get the day I desired, even though Sweets was unable to go to daycare.
See? I have a wonderfully supportive family and a two year old who plays and makes me laugh even when she is sick. Why am I so angry?
Maybe it is the menopause. . .